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2007/5/31
I gotta a good idea lets have lots of bins to put all our different things in.Lol. So far looks as though we are likely here in the uk to end up with about eight bins at each house flat or where ever one lives. Can you believe the expence of it all. I am cynical and can just imagin harf of these bins being used as flower troughs in some peoples gardens and other things. Where on earth is some one in a flat going to put them, no do not tell me i do not want to know. I just can not imagin the scruffy devil that throws rubbish into other peoples gardens useing these bins, also i do not picture them picking up the fine for not doing so they will just dump there rubbish on other decent folk who will be held responsible. Its a fool idea. how many times do people cut there lawn and make there garden nice to have somebody throw litter in it and beer cans. They can not control the litter bugs so what makes them think some one is likely to perhaps come home from work to sort there rubbish into eight different bins, hahaaaaaaa.. Its a joke.
2007/5/30
Now some one wants to make a programme where people, transplant patiance that is, compete for a kidney. This may sound quite a good idea to anyone in desperate need even shortning the waiting list which is very long but.........the woman who know doubt means well wanting to give her kidney is dyeing with cancer, how can any one be sure that what may look like a healthy kidney is not affected by cancer it has to be concidered before possibly replacing one disease for another. Not a good idea for a game a bit sick in itself.
Good news for those concerned about there cholestrol. New Zealand scientists are breeding cows that produce low fat milk. Milk high in health boosting Omega-3 fatty acids, apparantly the milk makes butter that is easy to spread even when chilled. In tests taken on a herd of cows in 2001 a cow was found to carry the mutane gene. They called the cow Marge, wonder why. Lol.
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2007/5/29
Its still hissing down here it as been a rotten holiday for every body. Its driving me up the wall i want to get out in my garden, some use having a flower garden when you can not see it. We wait all winter to get outside only to get days on end of this rubbish weather. Its enough to drive anybody to drink. Speaking of drink now that they have pretty much banned cigarettes guess what will be next, alcohol of course.
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@ 03:03 AM (13 months, 13 days ago)
An elderly woman grew cannabis in her cellar she used the weed in her cooking, every thing from cakes to soups. She had parties for her friends and they all had a wonderful time she charged for the cakes and things she cooked nobody knew why her parties were so great they could not wait for the next one. A while went by and then somebody reported her to the police having discovered the weed. She was threatned with a prison sentence but got of with the promise that she would not hold any more parties or sell anymore of her Cannabis cakes and soups. She feels no remorse whatsoever and said, "No way am i giving up Cannabis i love it too much".
2007/5/28
Changing the subject.
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This is a subject that is not too nice to talk about but it applys to us all. Euthanasia, What is wrong with giving the pills to a dyeing person to decide for themselves what they want to do. Giving them a right to choose. Would god have given us the powerful drugs to kill pain if we were not able to use them. Given the opportunity many will choose not to do anything but it would be a comfort to them to know that they can.
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@ 05:50 AM (13 months, 14 days ago)
Hi! ladies, guess who? sorry no flowers, or graphics, just waffle,poetry,rantings, some of you might be interested. Give your opinion too if you like its welcome whatever it is. You know i love bloggin.
@ 03:10 AM (13 months, 14 days ago)
Ten million men went to war in world war two. Thousands of women normolly expected to stay at home and cook and clean for there husbands as soon as there children were School age went to work in industry they were very much like single parants of today having to be mother and father to there children and keep things together. The highlight would be a letter from there husband they could share with the other women at work to give them all hopes that there men would all come home safe. But many got letters to tell them there man would not becoming home or that he would be coming home in a wooden box.
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2007/5/27
@ 06:29 AM (13 months, 15 days ago)
There is always more to things than any one gets to know without much effort put in. In the year l939, august, 31, 12.40pm. Hitler declared war on Poland , it was to begin the following morning at 4.45am. In response to this Britain and france declared war on Germany. Should Britain and France have stepped in is the question?.
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I would like to think your right aza except you are not walking in my shoes and haunted by not knowing as i have been all my life. Its no matter what i might find wether it will be good or bad it will be painful but it will put my mind at rest.
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@ 05:11 AM (13 months, 15 days ago)
It is a bank holiday here in the UK and it is pouring with rain and does not look as though it intends to stop today, a long and boring day for anyone who had plans for the great outdoors, a shambles for anyone having organized outdoor entertainment as usually happens at this time of year. My daughter was horse riding in a show today but its called of, the fields are pools of water.
2007/5/26
@ 08:07 AM (13 months, 16 days ago)
Thanks aza your right but we all need to know who we are. And i will feel like i am leaving unfinished bussiness if i die without knowing you understand. Believe me its not some thing i want to have to do i just feel it has to be done. It might pass but it will come back as always a haunting from the past that never goes away.
In the year 1942 things were looking bleak for Great britain we were being bombed frequently there were air raids throughout the day, bombs dropped on many homes there were many lives lost and many victims. Many were left pennyless and homeless. they made there way to places called workhouses cold bleak places. Dews were being took to concentration camps where they would stand in lines, the workers, skilled or otherwise,the old, the children,women,men. The old were put to death in the gas chambers then the children and the disabled. The rest could work for there measly keep. Before there capture realizing they were not coming back many of the dewish people gave away babies to any one who would take them to keep them out of the camps. Ordenry people took there babies with papers giving them a false identity and those babies never knew who they really were. Some grew up to one day be told the truth, others were never told. How do i know i am not one of these, truth is i do not.
As i write this morning we have a storm outside that is making me nerves about my computor do not want it to be effected by it. It is at a distance at the moment hope it stays that way.
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@ 04:24 AM (13 months, 16 days ago)
When i said i would fight to the death if i could live forever what i was meaning was that if i knew that by fighting and winning i would live forever i would fight with every last breath in my body, with my head under my arm if necersary not litteraly of course,not possible, as it stands with death around the corner for us all and life so short being power mad and wanting to claim power over the world is a waste of bloody energy. At least i think so, i am not talking of those of us forced to fight to keep what is ours i am talking of the Hitler types who are greedy b----ds.trying to take from the rest of us.
@ 03:59 AM (13 months, 16 days ago)
The first world war they said would be the world to end all wars,if only. In 1918 over 650.000 men and women lost there lives. Two million more were wounded and 350,000 men unaccounted for. It is behond me how any one can claim victory when it means so many people must die on both sides. What good does it do these power mad people that lead a country to war supported by there power mad followers, they die and thats the end of them often leaving a mess behind them. I will fight to the death only when i can live forever other wise its a waste of life and this waste of life is inflicted upon us by these power mad people.
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2007/5/25
An iraqi soldier broke into a womans home and raped her in front of her three children, the woman died, during the attack. Now her twelve year old son must work to keep the other two children. The streets are full of orphan children beggin for work to care for brothers and sisters.
I have a healthy respect for those older than me and like to listen to there stories. A woman now who would be probably a hundred if she were alive told me about when she was only ten years old she came home from school to have to go out to work every day. She would get a penny a week wage of which she spent on toffee, she said she could get a huge pile of toffee for one penny. Then all her teeth went rotten and she could not offord to have her teeth out, she was in agony for days before going to some one they called the butcher who gave her a swig of whisky before pulling her teeth with pliers ,as she screamed and yelled three men held her down, she finished up with no teeth atall and a painful infection, she nearly died of blood poisioning. Stories like that make me glad for what we have today.
Strong words aza, question is what is brave? Probably not the one who finds it easy to go to war but the one who struggles with it and still has to go. America probably saved us at the very end during world war two but were they not fresh men rearing to go whilst our men in the UK were well and truly f--ked by then and had already had enough of the bloody Germans and the war they forced upon us.
2007/5/24
We fight wars for freedom but whilst we fight we are anything but free and the aftermath of war is just as bad , no one who as been through a war or felt the personal touch of war likes it and a lot do not want to talk about it or think about it. I did not see too much of war but i was effected by it in more ways than one. I was born during a world war.
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Given my time again i would stick to my original plan and work my way around the world. I feel i wasted so much of my life on relationships trying to make them work giving my all while some one else did not care a monkeys wether it worked out or not . I feel i did all the giving and when i look back it was just a trap, "Where are you going?", "what are you doing? "having to answer for everything, making me pay for a little freedom. No thanks, being oh so proper for the sake of children who did not appreciate it and would find some thing wrong whatever we did. I should have known i could not win.. As for enjoying washing and cleaning for your man thats real sad, anyone with no more imagination than wanting to wash and clean for a man is pathetic and boreing.
2007/5/23
After being kept like a prisoner for so long restrained from every thing ,i wanted to be free, and that meant doing what i liked, i valued freedom more than any amount of money or any thing else in the world. I never stayed any where for long i kept moving onto new things..
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2007/5/22
@ 06:37 AM (13 months, 20 days ago)
I did not say Bush started the war aza.Lol
@ 06:27 AM (13 months, 20 days ago)
I was fourteen when i ran away from home. I read in a newspaper about a man and his daughter in the city how his daughter had become a stripper by running away from home and he ended up being her manager. I went to see him and with his wife watching i danced for him to see if he thought i was suitable to join the others he managed. He took me on but i had no clothes to wear so clothes were bought that i would have to pay for out of my earnings. I told him i was seventeen he said i looked very young for seventeen and looked at me suspiciously but he took me on and i lived in the house with the other girls. I earned fifty pounds per night and was on the stage for ten minutes I chose my own music and clothes to put on, to take of. After the show us girls clambered into his van and went back to his large house in the country where we could ride his horses, play tennis, and anything we wanted to do was near enough provided for us. But no men were allowed to venture into our lives during the time we worked. I did not enjoy the life much the stage life that is, i wanted to sing even if i got much less money, of which i later did. Stripping was not really my thing but it provided me with a better home and life than i had with my stepmother who did not care where i was .
When any one asks if Bush is making for a safer world i think the answer to that is no not atall. I think bush is interfering too much in things that do not concern him a bit like going out looking for trouble. I think he is over confident and we all know where that can lead, slippery slopes. I think he should save his power to use when its called for and not before. And i think the Us.army should pull out of Iraq and let them sort out things for themselves, and bush should stand well back and watch from afar and stay out of it. Like all arguments and fights and wars there is always more to it than anyone outside gets to see and Iraq will be no exception, let them sort it out themselves.
2007/5/21
Its often complex and difficult to assess who is in there rightful place i have seen many telling others they have no rights who really have none themselves. Do the palastians have a right to be in Israel yes and no. In biblical times the egyptian queen took a dewish boy moses as her own child he grew up thinking he was an egyptian, the egyptians had captured dews to work as slaves to build there spinx and temples. Moses was used by god to take his people out of slavery back into Israel. The conflict continued until much of Israels land was ocupied by egyptian people. Who ever is right now building walls between the two and killing each other is not any answer it just makes for more hatred between the two, allowances must be made for those children born to believe Israel is there home.
I am a woman and like many strong women i have a mind of my own and like to share the ability to do things with any man. But what as the womens movement really achived? Some times it looks as though the only thing achived is that we now all carry our own bags ,and open the door for ourselves, and not only do all the housework, and rear the kids, but go out to work as well, whilst he lies in bed all day. During war time women achived as much as any man even if it was only by staying at home and keeping clothes on the backs of there children and feeding them and often working in factorys too. Not enough credit as ever been given to women for what they do and never will be and no kind of womens movement will change that.
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2007/5/20
Its possible that things got far too easy for the not too proud chap to work the system and claim for himself and his family whilst doing a job on the side. Trouble is as things got easier they got worse. The chap that once worked hard to provide for his family sat back on his arse and his mind wandered onto other things, unhealthy persuasions not all but many took advantage of who they could where they could. "The devil makes work for idle hands", and of course they thought it was fun until it began to effect us all every single one of us. At the time these people did not see it effecting them but it does and will do if not yet.
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Things have changed dramatically over the years, over the last thirty years things have changed faster than they ever did before. In the fiftys people went out and left there door open and came back to find every thing safe. People could put there child on a bus to some where else in the country and know the child would arrive safe and sound at his or her destination. No one had even heard of paedofiles in those days. Every one was so busy surviving.and everybody had a job.every one had to work to live. My first job i worked fourty eight hours a week for four pounds a week and i would have to save up to buy a nice dress to wear. My stepmother took harf of my earnings for my keep it was hard to find any where else to live. Most everybody was so tired at the end of the day and had so little money they were happy to be able to go to the local hop once a week and planned what they would do with there two weeks holiday at the end of the summer.
2007/5/19
@ 05:25 AM (13 months, 23 days ago)
I asked all the wrong questions the sort no one could answer so i was down as a difficult child. There was no answer they could give me to any question i asked them. We had no choice in those days what we did in School it was the same every day, english,maths,history,geography,woodwork, sewing, the only one i was interested in out of them all was english not that i was particularly good at it but i liked writing stories and poetry. Oh and art, yes i liked that too and music i had forgot music where we usually had no choice except to sing some horrible song nobody liked to an out of tune piano.
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Soon after the accident i forsaw a small child walk into the road in front of a car even down to the clothes the child was wearing ,again i told my husband. weeks went by and he came home one day to tell me that a child had been knocked down not far from where i used to live. But he did not know what the child had been wearing. There were endless stories like this so that my husband began to get worried about what i might say next.
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It was never good knowing what was coming before it did. I would warn people about some thing and they would ignore me then when it happened blame me. So i kept quiet from then on. I always looked into things far deeper than most people do. As a child whilst others were concerned about where babies came from my thoughts went much deeper, where do we come from?
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2007/5/18
After being put down for so many years i did not seem to have any more fight left, for some reason i found myself drawn to the church. While every one stood up to sing i looked around and asked myself "what the hell am i doing here", "There is nothing left for me lord i am a coward i want no more life". A voice like thunder spoke to me telling me i had courage and was strong. With the voice came an unbelivable peace. I wanted to tell everybody i was so excited but i told nobody because i knew they would say i imagined it . Soon after i was drawn to read my bible and read where moses had said almost the same words i had said, he too was adopted by the egyptian queen and did not think he was able to do the job given him by god. I told a vicar once what happened to me and he sniggered "well you were under undue stress", he said, in other words i flattered myself, why would god speak to me i am not important? I must be a mental case thats what it was. Scitzophrenic i am not i have never heard voices in my life only this one, this time. And the voice changed my whole view of life. But i am not a bible pumper and a god basher. And i did not choose god he chose me, i did not want to be any more different than i already was. I felt this had added to my problems in a way because no one was going to believe me and all i wanted was to fit in not be anymore different. But i had grown very strong since my experience and whatever life throws at me rotten as it is some times i will take it and have taken it only to get stronger and more confident all the time. And without that experience i would be nothing. People will go on saying it is not true but i know it was, the voice i heard was not a human voice.
I knew little of life i was not street wise atall. The cruel life i had also was a strict and religious life. The blood and thunder sort not the sweet Jesus kind. I went out into the world at fifteen with little education because i rarely went to School. I thought every one was honist and soon got to find i was an easy target for all and sundry as naive as ever they come. I let people push me around walk all over me i would sit back and take it all i did not care. I had a self distruct button waiting to go off any time. All the wanting to do anything had been destroyed .
2007/5/17
After the war there was the sort of comradeship that does not exist in society anymore. People helped each other even strangers. They swopped food they had spare for food they wanted some thing as silly as a couple of slices of bread for some thing they did not have. Small exchanges happened like that. People would go to there neighbour and ask if they could exchange some sugar for some butter and the like. For a long time food was not easy to come by specially for those living in the towns and citys. It was easier for country folk who could keep chickens and other animals for milk and eggs even meat.
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@ 02:05 AM (13 months, 25 days ago)
It would not help anyone to give details of the worse parts of my life its best for everybody that i keep back those bad times. I went through some bad bouts of depression where little made any sense to me and life was hell. I believe that all the pills and potions a Doc might give you may help for a time but in the end they will not help atall just the opposite and its up to you yourself in the end. Depression is a killing of the spirit and you must find that spirit again within yourself. Seek that spirit that as been lost in you and the depression will lift.
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2007/5/16
Every one should have the right to know who they are and where and who there parants are. Most people are born to know who they are but for some one like me it was not like that. I still wonder if any one knew the truth about my family. I have good reason to even suspect that i am a twin. I did not spend my life looking for my real parants and wondering who i am, though it was always at the back of my mind. I asked the Salvation army to help me once and i was asked for a down payment of five hundred pounds and expences. There was not that far to go to lay the dust before i descended upon them if i did not back down at the last minute. I said no why should i have to pay five hundred pounds at least to find out about my parants when every one else got that information free. At that time there was no internet and now there is i already know both my parants are dead ,years ago.
I did not have many friends but i could take my pick of the boys any time. I wanted to go out but my stepmother told me if i did not come home after School she would lock me out, any way i had nothing nice to wear and no money, any money given me for Christmas or birthdays she took from me. The new found power scared me i was looking at a new me always led to believe i was ugly i was seeing that i was anything but. I saw a shapely figure, shapely legs and i knew i could knock em dead so to speak dressed properly. I borrowed some clothes of my friend and looked in the mirror was this me, yes it was. Who was i,? what did i know about myself? What did i know of where i came, or who i came from, would any one tell me? No i do not think i have ever been told the truth about myself, not the complete truth. Even today i am in the dark about who i really am.
. If anything my experience of life had left me with no illusions i did not dream like some that my mother might be a princess or my father some one important. I had been taught that i was rubbish there for my parants must have been the same. My step mother always told me i was no good like my mother. I pictured myself as an ugly person i did not understand why at twelve years old boys fell of ladders looking at me and kept asking me out, i never looked in the mirror. If i wore trousers i was asked "do you not have a dress to wear", and if i wore a dress i was asked "where do you think your going all dressed up", my mother decided what i wore right up until i left School and would not allowe me to wear anything that was pretty, my skirts were long and dark coloured i hated every thing i wore. One day i did look in the mirror to see a slim and fresh faced girl with long dark hair ,the people were right i was pretty.
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2007/5/15
Years past and my stepmother was died after a major stroke and a long bout of feeling sorry for herself where at one point turning round and sobbing, " Nobody wants me, now i know how you felt",. When i arrived at her graveside all her relatives were there and they stood back and made plenty of room for me, they had dropped my stepmother knowing how she was treating me. No one only me went to my stepmothers graveside it was as though they were saying we are here because she is ours and thats all. My stepmothers nephew came to me and he said, "Its all over now put it all behind you and get on with your life,try to forget". No one else came near her grave they were just showing respect for the dead as they did in those days, they too were relieved she was gone, for as long as she lived she made my life hell any one else would have murdered her.
I cried often but there was no comfort no one held out a hand of comfort to me, i cried myself to sleep every night and dreaded going to School because i could never have any thing to take and was always left out of things. I was invited to childrens partys by parants who accepted that i could not invite there children to my house. Some people were very kind others disregarded me because i had nothing to give. I was ten when my stepmother for her own reasons took me to a Doc-i had lost a lot of weight and had a cough she thought i might have TB like a lot of her family. The Doc- told her there was nothing wrong with me love and affection would not cure.
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What a sad world we live in with so much abuse going on of one kind or another. I am hoping that my story will help some one out there to be able to say, "I know i am not the only one, i will beat this, and not crumble under the weight of it all", because we do, we blame ourselves. At School i had a girl friend that told me her stepfather abused her and i remember being worried for her but in those days nobody cared, nobody listened to children it was no use speaking out. Many think when you speak of mental abuse its a petty thing where some one said no to you, afraid not. Mental abuse is barely reckonized, in some cases a child in a family is insulted and downed and blamed for every thing, and punished for things others do every day.
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2007/5/14
I never met my mother or any of my real family. My mother had more children of her own and lived in Cheshire i found, not that far away, it appears she got much better of wealth wise but from what i learned she did not find much happiness. When i asked about her, welfare workers told me it would be for the best if i stayed away. She had a very jealous husband who knew nothing of her earlier life and nothing about me. That was enough for me to stay away. I did not want to get mixed up in any of that. I think there comes a point of no return, no going back only forward and that was the way for me, but its hard to go forward without some times looking back. Your own parants and family are always better no matter what they might be like, believe me but you need them there from the start.
Without evil there would be no good. What ever befalls us we have the ability to see it how we want to. We can choose to see good or bad in some one. I know from my own experience that when we are ill treated we have a choice eaither to break and become sad and pathetic or to stand strong against the evil. I developed the ability to switch of as a small child when this mad woman called my step mother abused me with violent words, they bounced of me, i did not hear them anymore. I still retained the ability to feel for others and to love. When attacked by a violent husband because he could not have all his own way i attacked back the way my stepmother had attacked me but i only used that weapon when i was pushed too far. I was a very anxious mother i was allowed little to eat when expecting my daughter and she was a small delicate child who was always ill and nobody knew what to do, i prayed as a last resort because i thought she would die, and she grew stronger i have no one but god to thank for that. From a fragile little girl she grew into a frail looking but strong woman.
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2007/5/13
@ 05:23 AM (13 months, 29 days ago)
Wow paul Burrell sure as a big mouth, he claims Charles loves Camilla because she looks like a horse. That al fayed is to blame for princess Dianes death, he claims Prince charles never wanted a lover just a mother. And much more. Then he clears of a thousand miles away, wish i could do that i always have to stay around to face things when i speak out Paul. Do you think perhaps the Royal family might have some thing not very nice to say about you?
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Relevant to us all, Gordon Brown p.m. to be, promises to build more houses. May i suggest he build some outside of number ten or Buckingham palace. Where i live thousands of houses have been built over the years on just about every available space, soon there will not be any countryside left. A lovely rural area as already been turned into a town, we do not need anymore here.
2007/5/12
@ 07:01 AM (14 months, 2 hours ago)
I can not help but feel deeply for Maddy and her family and all concerned i can think of little else. It is Maddys birthday and it is mine too today May 12th. Plans must have been made, and presents bought for this day, instead the day for them is doomed with still no knowledge of where this little girl is. I go on beliving she is still alive forced to become some one elses child some where. I find it hard to believe that she is still in Portugal my inner sense tells me she was taken out of there very soon after she was taken. What will her state of mind be when she is found god only knows she must be a very confused little girl by now. I never cease to be amazed at what some people can do to another human being. I do believe she is alive some where but what kind of life, who knows, we can only hope she is found soon.
I wonder how much it will cost the country to put a camara into every bin to watch what we are putting into our bins, "RUBBISH". What a b----y waste of money. Yes those who did not know its true the council are to put a camara into your bin to see what you are throwing away.Lol. It might help if they started by getting onto manufacturers and stopping them from over dressing every item we buy with large boxes and foil and plastic wrapping. Every thing we buy as far more wrapping than necersary and we all know that the box is always bigger than the item inside.
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2007/5/11
I will not pretend to be well up on the Iraq war because i am not. But how did it become our war? Did Saddan Hussain threaten us, no. Blair joined Bush in sending our troops out to Iraq because he wanted to keep the peace and stay popular with America and he thought it was the right thing to do.
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There is usually plenty going on in my head but this morning not very much. I have to say that i have never ordered anything on the net before but yesterday i did and was amazed at the amazing response, my parcel arrived this morning and i only ordered at four Oclock yesterday, that is excellant service i am well pleased and will not hestitate to do it again, i have really never known such good service, it is so much hazzle going out to buy anything these days and if its big and bulky here is the answer for me.
2007/5/10
@ 10:26 AM (14 months, 1 day ago)
I do not know anything about the where abouts of little madalaine Mcgann missing in Portugal but i still firmly believe that she has been taken by some one to rear as there own or to pass onto some one else to be brought up as there own child. Some one may have taken her for financial gain.( I doubt if she is still in portugal). I hope she will be found soon alive where ever she is and who ever as taken her will be found and sent away for a long time for the heartace they have caused.
What is sprayed on our fields and parks. All kinds of chemicals are used, some thing to kill insects, some thing to grow things faster, and lord knows what else. What control is on how often this stuff is used, the answer none. Farmers want a fast crop to sell on as fast as possible.
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If it was not so sick it would be a joke that at least one hundred and thirty paedophiles are allowed to drift around the Algarge with nobody careing what they do. A resort where lots of children are on holiday with there parants and its not possible to watch every single second and that is all it takes for some one to steal away a child. If Madalaine was only some thing like a hundred yards away when she was taken she must have been asleep or coaxed away by some one because no screams were heard.
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2007/5/9
Who are you that dares to walk into some one elses world and destroy them? Every mother and grandmother dreads and fears some one taking there child away. Who ever you are you know that all around that childs face is seen by every one out there, the world is anxiously awaiting news, good news. Yet whoever you are you dare to keep the child from a loving careing family.
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Who are you that dares to walk into some one elses world and destroy them? Every mother and grandmother dreads and fears some one taking there child away. Who ever you are you know that all around that childs face is seen by every one out there, the world is anxiously awaiting news, good news. Yet whoever you are you dare to keep the child from a loving careing family.
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2007/5/8
@ 09:08 AM (14 months, 4 days ago)
The sound of roaring planes above only meant one thing to me, bombs. The war did not really end in l945 it went on much longer. The testing of sirens at least twice a day giving us the all clear went on for a long time after, so did the roar of planes going over flying low ,it was the sixtys before air raid shelters started to be demolished. People stood in long lines waiting to buy small amounts of food still in the fiftys. It was like a long dark winter, people wearing dark clothes still and having dark houses. For us young people music was the thing that gave us escape and hope.
I spent a hell month in the home (another story) bombs going over head every night. My stepmother turned up one day to take me back, she grabbed my hand and swung me along the road making me apologize for being naughty, why i did not know. I did not know why she had come atall until later i found my stepfather had for once stood up to her and told her if she did not fetch me back he was leaving.
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This is a brief account of my life as a child. My stepmother was damaged by war she was like two different people one was alright the other a monster. I was confined to one room and every door in the house was locked and every cupboard too. I was allowed to do absolutely nothing except go to School come home and go to bed by 9.O.clock at night 8.Oclock until i was fourteen. She put out food for me which was very little and i was always hungry, i lost a lot of weight. There was no lack of money she just had a cruel streak and she would denige me anything that she thought would make me equel to the other kids, i had no toys except one doll she took away from me when i was ten saying i was too old for that now.
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2007/5/7
@ 03:51 AM (14 months, 5 days ago)
War changed every thing for me i blame it for what i was left with and feel great pity for the survivers every where whos lives will change dramatically and rarely for the best. Its not easy for people who can go and get help now to understand what it was like then when there was no where to turn and no money available.
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@ 03:17 AM (14 months, 5 days ago)
I suppose the truth is that if i had put a posed picture of myself when i was young or one of my beautiful daughter instead of a minute mobile zoom in snap of myself now, it might have helped my ratings. But ratings come second for me i blog for myself and if ratings follow thats good if not i do not particularly care. I think i am giving some thing and if its not appreciated its not my loss. What is rating any way (shock horror) how do we know they are genuine? If some one can get into an open computor they can play with your ratings along with every thing else in it as i once found.
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2007/5/6
People are funny. One man at a party years ago showing us pictures of him and his girlfriend said "I do not like her she smokes in bed". A woman i knew said "I do not like him he does not wear underpants". Lol, one woman said "I do not like her she does not wear socks with trousers".Lol. All very funny but stupid and narrow minded leading to this.....................
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The time comes in all our lives when we have to look at our lives and decide wether or not we can carry on doing what ever it is we do. I have always been passionate about animals and love being surrounded by them and have spent most of my life careing for them but there came a time when i had to realize that i could not take on any more and i decided to look after the ones i had to the end and keep it down to one dog, sense prevailed. But i am not so happy as when i was surrounded by dogs,horses,goats,rabbits, whatever. But we have to think of the animals, it is seven days a week work if we look after them properly and its much harder as we get older to give them our best when we are struggling with the cold weather and we are not as strong as we were. I would do it all over again tomorrow but i know it would not be fair it would bring me nothing but more grief.
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2007/5/5
So Maddona is thinking of choosing herself another African child to take home, whats the big deal? With all the wealth she as why not adopt a whole tribe afterall they all need a home and if nothing else she as the money to provide for them. Being selective about who she chooses hardly makes her saint madonna.
The United states is having trouble with dog and cat foods i hear on the grapevine. Top class products and more than a hundred others have been withdrawn from the shelves. We should be on our guard when we open food for our pet to be as sure as we can that it is fit to eat. Melanine as been found in some of these contaminated foods, would you like to eat that?
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2007/5/4
It is lovely to be able to get out in the garden after what always seems like a long winter. But as things warm up there are more flys to contend with than ever. Bees are bigger and so are wasps and they are about much earlier than they used to be. Bees were hardly ever seen until mid summer and wasps were never seen until the autumn when fruit began to fall ripe from the trees. The butterfly too is about very early too another one that was only seen in the middle of summer when the heat would bring out a carpet of them beneith the budlia plant, that is a lovely sight.
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Crazy world, the rich and famous make themselves look good going out to places like Africa and tell us how much these poor people need our money, so the poor pensioner will probably send the few miserubul pounds he or she has to help the poor ,yet sat there telling us how much these people need our money is probably one of the riches people in the world who can offord to help them big time.
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2007/5/3
Its raw and thats how i like it ,no fancy words, no editing, just all straight from the horses mouth so to speak. Speaking and writing how i think, no special terms, in other words this is me, this is how i am. . An honist straight forward me, the things i like, things i dont like, and things i think some thing should be done about.
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@ 02:50 AM (14 months, 9 days ago)
Why is it that people throw down litter when there is a bin only inches away to put the stuff in, do they realize that we now are the scruffys country in the world where people enter this country to see rubbish all over the place, and it brings shame upon us. Every where else in the world people are proud of there country. When you throw down your rubbish remember this is your country and when you have encouraged shame upon it you have to live with it.
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2007/5/2
I have just heard about a gamekeeper that walked out of his job leaving pheasants to starve and two jack russell terriers trapped in a cage with no food or water. Whatever your problem mate this is not on, these creatures did not deserve this. If nothing else you could set them free before you cleared of. What the hell did they do to you? You did not deserve those dogs, thank goodness they were found. Please if you work with animals and things go wrong for you do not leave them to suffer, do not punish them, if you will not put yourself out for them at least set them free so they have at least a chance.
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2007/5/1
Here are some websites that i love and i think you will too.
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It does not seem that long ago since i was pushing my son around the supermarket in a trolley and he was filling my trolley with things i did not want when my back was turned. Lol. I would end up at the till with more than i bargained for, but i enjoyed my kids when they were small which is a good job really. Now in a short time my grandson will be of to uni- yes i can hardly believe it time as past so fast.
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