settling down.
Coming from a broken home myself i never had any dreams about marriage and babies like some girls do. I was warned that i would be out the door if i came home pregnant ,so when i was taken to the pictures by a charming young man when i was fourteen years old i was scared i only knew where babies came from working it out from what we were taught at School which was not very much. When the boy went to kiss me i did a runner no way did i want a baby, well who knows i did not, one thing leads to another. He asked me out over and over again sending me notes through friends at work the other girls were jealous of the attention i got from him, he showered me with gifts, but i never went out with him again. I moved on and met a medical student i went out with regular for eighteen months then we parted and came back together at invervals. he had a jealous mother who wanted him to stay at home and look after her. He messed me around until one day i decided i was too good for him and never wanted to see him again. That was five years of my life wasted.